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… a revival

…  revival [ri-vahy-vuh l]  noun

1.

restoration to lifeconsciousnessvigorstrength, etc.
2.

restoration to use, acceptance, or currency: the revival of old customs.
3.

new production of an old play.
4.

a showing of an old motion picture.

(I left out a few)

It has been months since I have posted and, before then, months in between. There are reasons for that and there are no reasons at all. I would like to get back into the swing of posting (hopefully daily) and at the same time change the method to it all. There will be no rhyme nor reason to what goes up, it being posted simply means it has been written.

Some things will be more elaborate than others, some won’t be completed, some will have nothing to do with anything at all but the common tie, which is the only thing that matters, is that everything found its way to paper …

This is a revival of  … beenlefttowrite … the definitions of the word itself embody what this page is intended to portray, to reflect, to be:

Life || Consciousness || Vigor || Strength || Acceptance ||

Old Customs || New Production of Old

and so much more …


… my reality

 

… no intro …

 

 

Truth Be Told

 

i cannot write a heavenly poem for i have never been

never seen it strewn on a map

due east of any other location i have ever heard of

but i have read the descriptions

so i can imagine places that look like Heaven

with backyards that feel like Hell

because those places actually exist

they have names on this Earth

 

i also can’t speak of a god that i have never seen

never had the privilege to greet, hand in hand

i’ve knelt time and time again

but Faith is only as strong as the believer

so when screams are met by nothing

the silence begins to sound like lies

 

say something, i need to know it’s real

 

history is a compilation of everyone else’s stories

tales

long and short

lived and heard of

 

books sell perspectives

one sentence at a time

transcribed voices of self-appointed authority

giving answers that

when lucky

create more questions

and promote growth

but usually fall upon impressionable minds

yearning for any reason

to not have to think on their own

 

but where the fuck is the truth

 

lost in the spaces on a page

surfing the moon’s tides

dancing behind the eyes of the innocent

or clinging to the last breath of a dying heart

a single vapor

consumed by a busy world

unaware of its existence

or lack there of

 

i do know that although the premise of Karma is nice

it isn’t exactly promised

if good deeds come back around

then please explain why fucked up things happen to good people

why babies are starving and discarded

victims blame themselves

the poor fight rich men’s wars

and a man can die

without the chance of being told

one last time

that he is loved

why someone would have to go on living

without the chance

to say Goodbye

and know that it will be the last time

 

i once heard that adversity is the first path to truth

so i guess it should all make sense now:

 

“everything happens for a reason”

“some of God’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers”

“what doesn’t kill you, only makes you stronger ”

 

simple sayings to help you sleep at night

to make the world go ’round

and the sun rise in the morning

as if that shit wouldn’t happen anyway

Night and Day are the only constant to “Light after Darkness”

the odds of any other circumstance is left up to

 

 

the stars

for the non-believers

 

Truth, you need more people

 

 

 

 

 

 


… embrace it

 

… discovery of self is a lifelong process—ever-evolving and always in motion—but actually exposing your true self is another matter. It takes courage for people to be themselves; a degree of defiance to really be an individual. It’s a scary thing to be human. We have to accept what others would view as imperfections and flaws and own them; believe they are beautiful and worth being shared.

Sometimes we’ll dive into the depths of personal expression head first but in most cases we’ll step to the edge, be intrigued by how the jump may feel, and still need a little push. It takes a special person to want to be different and to be it shamelessly. But at the end of the day, there has to be an ‘Aha/Fuck It’ moment—vulnerability has to win …

 

(En)Courage

 

a medley of tobacco

pussy

and tequila

dance on the stage of her tongue

a rhythmic threesome

leaping from one taste bud to another

frogs on lily pads

 

her breath smells of exploration

freedom

 

for years

she’s dreamt of what it would be like

wondered how she could

miss something she’s never had

need something she’s always lived without

want something she couldn’t define

 

under-aged and over-proofed

they met by chance

uncertainty and liquor introduced them

but the gravity of their loneliness

created the first kiss

 

sparks of released inhibitions flew

it was

the genesis of her true being

 

 

** I could speak at length about the subject of sexuality and its many correlated topics but I won’t. I will, however, acknowledge this – everyone has and is entitled to their own understanding/belief of how it all works, accepting what they will and please.

… the world is still young …

 

 


… do your research

wikipedia has unequivocally earned its title of being my main squeeze. What started as an innocent encounter years ago flourished into a beautiful, balanced relationship; I give an article enough of my time and in turn get an ever growing basis of information and links, literally and cognitively. The select words and/or phrases that are hyperlinked in an article are not done so arbitrarily; each notion is integrally connected to the next. So when I read one article, I read about four, five and so on in order to illustrate a multi-dimensional picture of the original topic at hand.

From there comes the side chick, Google. Wiki treats me just fine, but sometimes you need to hear it all, and more, from elsewhere. In these instances, choose your sources and facts wisely; don’t get burned. Again, the premise is to click links to further make the connections and confirm them but don’t stray too far from home. Do enough concise research to get a clear understanding of whatever it is you are writing about be it a simple adjective about the subject of a sentence or basic facts related to a theme/setting that carries throughout the entire piece.

The last one invited to the party, that usually gets the last minute, late night phone calls, would be the dictionary. When every word matters and the wrong ones usually resonate more than the correct ones, word and fact selection is key. You are speaking authoritatively to an audience and someone in the audience may actually know more than you do about something; don’t label yourself as the misinformed one of the group. Questionable is not a good descriptive word for one’s writing.

Always try to remember: no one likes a babbling idiot, but a babbling idiot speaking a noticeably foreign language is far worse than the former …