March 23, 2016

… full circle

By Bri.L

I was reborn tonight. Leveled Up on my purpose in life. Ushered myself into the next phase of connectivity I am able to facilitate and welcome unto myself, internally + outwardly. 

My mantra has been to find my piece of California daily. This almost-spring evening I got to dance outside to some funky music for the first time in a long time. 

Sbtrkt’s song Wildfire gave me my California tonight. And got me thinking of when my adventures began on the west coast. San Fran was my first trip and is when I really got back into traveling and having fun again. Traveling wasn’t what it should have been for a while before that so I had forgotten what it meant to me. But a week in Vegas followed by a week in San Fran seemed to jumpstart my low-charge self. 

I’ve been learning how to recharge my battery just as I need to and right on time. And without fail, the universe managed to reciprocate the energy in auspiciously exact ways – so many TV movie moments that I always laugh at became an actual feeling in the pit of me. 

So many things make me fall in love with myself and my life. Over and over. Reminding me of all the good and fuzzy. There’s plenty. It’s just nurturing and facilitates more goodness. 

I take care of myself and learn to take care of another and just allow it become a balance of both. Then it begins to multiply and create itself. Fuck. It feels great. So I figure out how to keep it all around. How to keep the balance going. 

Anyway, my life has infinitely expanded today. I look forward to more. 

Everything is happening right on time and just enough. 

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March 21, 2016

… let us weep

By Bri.L

 

“there is a sacredness in tears.

they are not a mark of weakness, but of power.

they speak more eloquently than teen thousand tongues,

they are the messengers of overwhelming grief,

of deep contrition

and of unspeakable love.”

~ washington irving.

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March 10, 2016

… three

By Bri.L

 

everything is about making it smaller so you lose it. or bigger so it breaks. 

risks. 

relationships. 

passion. 

faith. 

. 

things. stuff. 

well im thankful for the sky.  She is boundless and more vast than will ever be tainted by the reach of man  

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March 8, 2016

… [not] looking for love

By Bri.L

 

some times, two people find themselves falling for each other more fluidly than expected. and it feels amazing – to be awoken a little bit more each day by your connection with another human being. on a rapid tumble of discoveries and explorations. how many truths lie here?

until, one of these star-crossed lovers realizes they aren’t looking for love. falling was not in the plan. at least not falling for someone else before spending more time with and for oneself. and so, some times, it takes the light of external affirmation to parse out the holes [tiny and gaping] that dwell within. 

bear this in mind while you swim and tread in and out of others’ lives. leave a person in better form [mind body soul] and affairs than you find them. if it doesn’t work out, don’t destroy them enough that it hinders them from finding the next phase of what they need elsewhere. build others up, especially the ones who allow you to touch and ultimately shape a piece of their lives.

i’ve been on both sides, and they’re both pretty shitty. but everything about this universe is orbital – perhaps you’ll be in better spaces when you meet again. 

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